Thinking of me

This year has been filled with pain and disappointments. I had very little trust already but now I have none. I been taught that if you do good give help out. God will bless you. Well not true. I helped my brother out last year got a house so he wouldn't be on the streets. Shortly afterwards my life falls apart. This year helped a former coworker get a job and rented out a room in my house. A month after. Loss my job due to bosses lies. So this year I will bury deep and take the lessons learned. This coming year 2023 will be about me helping myself screw everyone. I start my new job right after the New year. I will start living my life and not just watching it go by. And put the past behind me even when the memorys and flash backs will remind me but i will always tell myself that I can't change what happened all I can do is move forward and learn.