In my feelings tonight.

I thought I could talk to my boyfriend about some people who are bullying me where I live instead he sided with them this is the second time that he's proven to me that he sides with others instead of protecting me. Idk why any man would turn his back on his girl and side with the people who are antagonizing her. I just wanted him to be there for me instead he shames me for being unemployed and makes makes me out to be a trouble maker. I thought I could talk to him about what I'm going through instead he sides with others leaving me feeling dismissed and belittled. He suggested I be a kiss ass with the bitch who's antogonizing me so I can avoid conflict? He hurt my feelings tonight and idk how to feel about him anymore.