I know I am not well liked here idk why some of you tolerate me and I wanna say also

I am confused on how to act here because I used to get drunk off my ass very night and blast all my emotions on here and not remember what I said. It was normal for me to wake up waiting to be embarrassed by myself... But hey I got the girl didn't I.... Ducky duck quack quack 😁☺🤣