I Am Confused About My Feelings

Lately I have been battling spiritual issues and I can not take it anymore. I feel like giving in because I feel like there is no way out. I just want to give up my hopes of avoiding Hell but deep inside my demons are eating me alive. I am literally working myself to death so I can keep myself from getting the chance but when I’m not working all I hear is my demons. I have always struggled with life, especially because my brother makes my life Hell. I’m sinking and
I feel helpless and I have cried for help many times but nobody seems to care, even family.