I Am Confused About My Feelings

Sometimes I feel that I miss him, and sometimes I feel sad because there's no name for this feeling, I just feel it in a way that makes me tired to my very bones.

Feelings never do make sense. They get me all so confused, then they drive me around for hours before they drive me right back where I started. What are we? I don't understand our relationship. Sometimes we're close, sometimes it seems we have a future together, and sometimes I'm just a stranger to him. One day he's talking to me as if I'm something special, and the next day it feels as if I mean nothing to him. Some days he pays so much attention to me, and other days I'm almost completely ignored by him. I just wish he would start making sense because I'm confused. I don't know what he wants.

You know what I'm afraid of? Not knowing. Not knowing whether everything's really worth it for that one person. I can't follow my heart when it is more confused than my head. Uncertainty is the most stressful feeling.

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TheGoodGuy · M

I'm sorry. Have you tried speaking with him about it? Maybe he has some issues he's dealing with that taking his attention away?

Madeleine · 41-45, F

@TheGoodGuy I did.. and he told me that he needs to get somethings done before moving forward with our relationship.

TheGoodGuy · M

@Madeleine that's understandable. Did he indicate how long it will take him to get these things done?

Madeleine · 41-45, F

@TheGoodGuy This is what I find confusing. I don't know how long should I wait. But he told me that he hopes things will move forward quickly.

TheGoodGuy · M

@Madeleine well obviously you can't wait forever and there is nothing wrong with deciding how long you are willing to wait and expressing that to him, if he is a good person he will understand this. But try to keep your emotions out of that conversation and speak just using logic and understanding please