I Am Confused About My Feelings
Sometimes I feel that I miss him, and sometimes I feel sad because there's no name for this feeling, I just feel it in a way that makes me tired to my very bones.
Feelings never do make sense. They get me all so confused, then they drive me around for hours before they drive me right back where I started. What are we? I don't understand our relationship. Sometimes we're close, sometimes it seems we have a future together, and sometimes I'm just a stranger to him. One day he's talking to me as if I'm something special, and the next day it feels as if I mean nothing to him. Some days he pays so much attention to me, and other days I'm almost completely ignored by him. I just wish he would start making sense because I'm confused. I don't know what he wants.
You know what I'm afraid of? Not knowing. Not knowing whether everything's really worth it for that one person. I can't follow my heart when it is more confused than my head. Uncertainty is the most stressful feeling.
Feelings never do make sense. They get me all so confused, then they drive me around for hours before they drive me right back where I started. What are we? I don't understand our relationship. Sometimes we're close, sometimes it seems we have a future together, and sometimes I'm just a stranger to him. One day he's talking to me as if I'm something special, and the next day it feels as if I mean nothing to him. Some days he pays so much attention to me, and other days I'm almost completely ignored by him. I just wish he would start making sense because I'm confused. I don't know what he wants.
You know what I'm afraid of? Not knowing. Not knowing whether everything's really worth it for that one person. I can't follow my heart when it is more confused than my head. Uncertainty is the most stressful feeling.
