I Am Fighting My Own Thoughts

I am fighting the urge to binge eat i just got the gastric sleeve and lately all i want to do is eat everything in sight. I dont feel well I feel weak and malnurished I dont sleep well and im thirsty all the time. I have fought binge eating my whole life thats why it sucks that i was made fun of for being overweight which is something i couldnt help. Im currently fighting this urge i want to do well and lose weight.