The rain ......a fleeting moment of joy interwoven with a profound sense of quiet sorrow. Part 2
The rain ...... a fleeting moment of joy interwoven with a profound sense of quiet sorrow.
Part 2
A solitary streetlight in the rain Illuminates a quiet sort of ache Golden pools on the pavement Yet there’s no one else to share them with ....
Midnight murmurs fill the air Each step feels like a detour Desolate paths and muted heavens Reflected in my gaze ...
Every shadow lingers long As if the night stretches infinitely Beneath this solitary glow I linger where I let you go .....
Every memory drifts past Like a spirit refusing to depart The city rests, the world continues But here I remain, still grasping .....
To the love we couldn't hold onto Under this solitary streetlight Your laughter echoes in my mind Like whispers lost in time and space ...
Every promise we uttered Now merely flickers and dims The wind carries your name tonight Through the waning amber glow ..
Every heartbeat murmurs Of your departure And every moment spent here Makes your absence painfully clear ...
Beneath this solitary sheen I stand at the place I let you go Every memory drifting by Like a ghost that won’t say farewell ....
The city rests, the world moves forward Yet I’m still clinging To the love we couldn’t sustain Under this solitary streetlight ....
Perhaps when morning arrives This ache will finally subside But for now, the shadows linger And I endure ...
Beneath this solitary glow Watching every moment slip away Every dream that shattered Still pulses within my chest ...
The city awakens but I still feel The night you took a piece of me Every tear concealed in darkness Under these solitary lights The streetlight dims as dawn breaks But the night within me endures....
The city awakens but I still feel [i]The night you took a piece of me Every tear concealed in darkness Under these solitary lights The streetlight dims as dawn breaks But the night within me endures..[/i].. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I fear I will never find peace again... My pain remains hidden.. unseen by those around me.... As I tread alone through the rain... I sense the sorrow gradually enveloping me... I will never be okay again ....
Perhaps maybe if it really is dealing with the love that is lost, then the best thing that can be done is pick up the pieces and move on to be honest!!!! Then again, it's not like I have the right to say anything of this since I never was a person whom was loved at all by another human, not that it matters to me personally to be honest!!!!
In a world that often feels foreign, I drift through life like a specter, untouched and unanchored. The murmurs of connection slip through my fingers, as I keep a deliberate distance from those nearby. The reality is hard to face, but the burden of loneliness envelops me like a thick, suffocating shroud.
@valobasa4ever Don't get me wrong, I'm not looking for traditional romantic connections with another human since I've given up on humanity of today's world like a complete defenestration over something today's society deems as sacred due to their own narcissism and weakness and compulsivity and egoism that created a mess in today's world, hence why I hate most of other people today, as my own heart is as hard as a stone and as cold as ice as it's gone even colder now due to my own father's passing whom was a great man that was doing nothing but good in the world in general.... You're talking about being a specter that drifts and is untouched and unanchored yourself? I personally was the same way in the past but now a ghosted shadow in the past now coming to enjoy doing my own thing proving that I'm living better than they are which somehow really hurts the internally weak-minded bullies whom pick on others into submission with their own self-centered entitlements and superiority god complexes and their disgusting needs for self-importance like they're the ones that needs the most attention in their lives, hence another reason why I actually feel a sense of relief when these narcissists feel threatened in the inside by something even better in the world because the law of causality says that those whom are doing bad deeds to other people like hurting someone be it for their own self-centered entitlements or even for their own egotistical righteousness above others end up resulting in severe consequences for their actions, and since people are so regressive in today's world, all these people do now is react so negatively because their own ego is threatened, especially since I've seen good people get discarded and beaten upon like they're the outcasts while the villains are deemed as the victors, hence why I always despise those whom have the need to vilify or bully or even harm those they deem as week while claiming themselves as the victors of something that they don't deserve in life at all, hence partly why I find today's humanity that society wants us to "protect" is completely unsalvageable nor worth protecting when they're the actual real weak-minded fools they are that projects onto the very things that they feel personally threatened by onto the things that aren't even threatening at all, and now I just do nothing but sit back and enjoy the sight of them crumbling down to pieces even if I get people begging me to help protect the very things that are not worth protecting and I rather go by my own life and go my own way and do all the things that I desperately love and enjoy in general rather than really be concerned to fighting for something that's not worth protecting against something that I find even better than what society wants others to protect like I'm somehow being "given an order" by the military to protect those whom don't deserve to be protected since there is no real actual threat to begin with at all to be honest, but just people acting like they're on drugs and are full of non-existent fear to be honest....
