My thoughts. Episode 1
I generally go through upside down waves of moods and feelings through the day. My job is ultimately stressful. I have to fight grudges of people who hurt me before and tend to hurt me again. I must fight my depressive mood specially morning depression. Yeah it doesn't takes more than 15 minutes but it feels like hell.
I need to live healthy life style. I need to get convinced that I deserve to live and move on because everything around proved that it is a great mistake to let go of myself and it keeps proving. I need to trust that I deserve the love of persons in my life without thinking that I don't deserve it. I do deserve it . Just I am thinking it is lack of self confidence , It doesn't mean I am a bad person. I should trust that it is not worthy raging!! It is better to let go because I don't need to feel sorry after that , knowing that I don't start it. I need to let go of the past , it is gone already and focus on the present of me and future. I need more and more work on myself that is all.
I need to live healthy life style. I need to get convinced that I deserve to live and move on because everything around proved that it is a great mistake to let go of myself and it keeps proving. I need to trust that I deserve the love of persons in my life without thinking that I don't deserve it. I do deserve it . Just I am thinking it is lack of self confidence , It doesn't mean I am a bad person. I should trust that it is not worthy raging!! It is better to let go because I don't need to feel sorry after that , knowing that I don't start it. I need to let go of the past , it is gone already and focus on the present of me and future. I need more and more work on myself that is all.
