It is not time yet for an overhaul of all my posts
I've attempted this twice so far, but the 3rd time will be a charm, so until I get to an even larger amount of posts, THEN i'll reshape them all into an exclusive foray into things that will be like a festival, a Learning Fetival, it could be called
Jeff's Learning Festival
Cuz that's my name after all.
In the meantime, it's share whatever I feel is ok at the moment, I try dear people always to be doing things in a spirit of fun, if what I say offends, it wasn't intentional.
I am also bothered by myself, this is why going back to old posts is painful, there was one where I said sharing my favorite things here was like throwing them in a pool of mud,well that was too harsh of a saying, Jesus had his harsh saying too I might add, but I spoke too harshly there, it came from a place where I thought that more than just a few should know about great cinema and so on,but the fact is, I say to myself that most of that is luxury stuff, none of them by themselves will ever improve anyone's thoughts or life in the long run, maybe briefly, but
when it comes to making a major change for the good, many other factors have to be in play,as I speak those factors are not aligned yet, and for me I do have a little bit of apathy going on, all I need to do I think to myself is just make my home liveable when I go, and to leave without any debts that my brother wouldn't need to curse my name.
But all of that isn't fun, the fun stuff is Learning and being Inspired by books, music and films which I am sure to many seem like boring wastes of time, that is a badge of honor imo, but i'll leave it at that.
Jeff's Learning Festival
Cuz that's my name after all.
In the meantime, it's share whatever I feel is ok at the moment, I try dear people always to be doing things in a spirit of fun, if what I say offends, it wasn't intentional.
I am also bothered by myself, this is why going back to old posts is painful, there was one where I said sharing my favorite things here was like throwing them in a pool of mud,well that was too harsh of a saying, Jesus had his harsh saying too I might add, but I spoke too harshly there, it came from a place where I thought that more than just a few should know about great cinema and so on,but the fact is, I say to myself that most of that is luxury stuff, none of them by themselves will ever improve anyone's thoughts or life in the long run, maybe briefly, but
when it comes to making a major change for the good, many other factors have to be in play,as I speak those factors are not aligned yet, and for me I do have a little bit of apathy going on, all I need to do I think to myself is just make my home liveable when I go, and to leave without any debts that my brother wouldn't need to curse my name.
But all of that isn't fun, the fun stuff is Learning and being Inspired by books, music and films which I am sure to many seem like boring wastes of time, that is a badge of honor imo, but i'll leave it at that.
46-50, M
