August 14 thoughts
A most happy weekend to all you people!!
Tis Friday, on Monday my brother will be here for a visit with dad. I'm thinking I don't really have to clean up for him, but I do eventually have to clean this whole place up.
It is possible for me to have fun while cleaning up, all I need is some tunes, and being alone so I can talk to myself.
Nietzsche said stuff like you can only think good thoughts while out for a walk, well my modification would be while cleaning up.
I would be cleaning up my mind as I'd be cleaning the physical surroundings.
I have around 1K of credit left and precisely a fortnight before next funds come in.
My monthly subscriptions come to around 60 dollars
Things regular people find easy, I find practically impossible, I need to be learning basic skills, that adults can do blindfolded and mindfolded too. I never had need of those skills since over 6 months ago.
A lot of the struggling for me is mental, I choose to occupy my mind with so called big ideas, but not the abstract variety.
I would very much try to compose a succinct and quasi exhaustive account of where I am coming from.
All my tastes in books, films and music will somewhere always rub others the wrong way. When sharing the full prismatic splendor of them, the underlying message is to keep moving forward in our thinking, and have other perspective spectacles to see things through, if one only has one perspective, the variety of the arts and much of everything else will always let there be the same responses, same dynamics over and over.
Are we pleased with that monotony? I find my the scope of my interests has a built in monotony annihilator aspect to them, and also like a wheel of fortune selection of big sweepstakes winning, to bankrupt bummers. That's the game I play.
SW is not the place to set about trying to change people though, we are here primarily to avoid real-life problems, that's what it seems to be, and working through problems by talking about them, or just being silly.
Being silly can be a great thing, but to be 100% silly would be disastrous.
What was my point here? No point, just exhibiting a semblance of this character, like a proof of citizenship of the non-robot league of extraordinary human beings.
Tis Friday, on Monday my brother will be here for a visit with dad. I'm thinking I don't really have to clean up for him, but I do eventually have to clean this whole place up.
It is possible for me to have fun while cleaning up, all I need is some tunes, and being alone so I can talk to myself.
Nietzsche said stuff like you can only think good thoughts while out for a walk, well my modification would be while cleaning up.
I would be cleaning up my mind as I'd be cleaning the physical surroundings.
I have around 1K of credit left and precisely a fortnight before next funds come in.
My monthly subscriptions come to around 60 dollars
Things regular people find easy, I find practically impossible, I need to be learning basic skills, that adults can do blindfolded and mindfolded too. I never had need of those skills since over 6 months ago.
A lot of the struggling for me is mental, I choose to occupy my mind with so called big ideas, but not the abstract variety.
I would very much try to compose a succinct and quasi exhaustive account of where I am coming from.
All my tastes in books, films and music will somewhere always rub others the wrong way. When sharing the full prismatic splendor of them, the underlying message is to keep moving forward in our thinking, and have other perspective spectacles to see things through, if one only has one perspective, the variety of the arts and much of everything else will always let there be the same responses, same dynamics over and over.
Are we pleased with that monotony? I find my the scope of my interests has a built in monotony annihilator aspect to them, and also like a wheel of fortune selection of big sweepstakes winning, to bankrupt bummers. That's the game I play.
SW is not the place to set about trying to change people though, we are here primarily to avoid real-life problems, that's what it seems to be, and working through problems by talking about them, or just being silly.
Being silly can be a great thing, but to be 100% silly would be disastrous.
What was my point here? No point, just exhibiting a semblance of this character, like a proof of citizenship of the non-robot league of extraordinary human beings.
46-50, M
