Just a few things I find important to mention
I would like to put into words about a few things, so here it goes, and these are randomly arranged here, for as Lars von Trier's animal star says in Antichrist "Chaos reigns"
1. I am not here looking for someone, I enjoy friendly and interesting people, and will gladly attempt to commiserate with them when there's a mutuality involved, but for the most part I shall be treating SW in the sense of my posts as putting together a vast repository of all I place the most value in.
2. I put the most value in aesthetic films, music, and books, and in memories, I cling to those memories, and the people in them, I was incredibly fortunate to have such memories, and I wish to celebrate them, for it is my firm conviction that magic will always be found in them.
3. When I share songs with love sentiments, and even raunchy sentiments, this should be seen as me enjoying the sound more than the message.
4. I am all wrapped up in my things, so that is why I often don't pay attention to other people's posts.
5. I have found that it is safer to keep to myself, I wish no friction with anyone, however when I receive a comment that doesn't seem to understand the rudiments of decency, I shall do what is in my power to help them see the errors of their ways. This doesn't happen much though, but when it does it sets my mind into action.
ok for commiseration, yeah I meant just casual chit chat, but deeper talking would be possible, but oh I think those days are over.
A bad habit is I use words sometimes without the accurate meaning in mind.
I have no longer been a fully functional human being for a long time, this is all half life stuff I do.
Doing wrong is unavoidable, in the sense of being itself is the way it is, I aim to keep my sinfulness mild and to those with free spirited minds who can transcend notions of sin and guilt a "that never mattered"
And like this, i'd want to explore the thought realm, I will never get closer to the brilliance of those I esteem highly if I just parrot what they said without putting on the thinking gloves myself, and joyously show in great detail the mind that is fucked up.
There's no worries about going crazy, for that is the home I live in, it can be like a party only if you handle it properly, that is the proper for you way, things can get out of hand, and that is when you learn, either right away or after a section of time where it needs to settle in.
There is a kind of anger management going on. Anger can kill the aesthetic or make it more dynamic.
It can be fun for me to wallow in a psychobabble, I never get other chances to get those things out, it is always just an attempt, nothing I say is set in stone as to what I 100% think is the case, nothing is for certain, and to see others being certain, well, good for them, but I have my reservations on those on a case by case basis.
1. I am not here looking for someone, I enjoy friendly and interesting people, and will gladly attempt to commiserate with them when there's a mutuality involved, but for the most part I shall be treating SW in the sense of my posts as putting together a vast repository of all I place the most value in.
2. I put the most value in aesthetic films, music, and books, and in memories, I cling to those memories, and the people in them, I was incredibly fortunate to have such memories, and I wish to celebrate them, for it is my firm conviction that magic will always be found in them.
3. When I share songs with love sentiments, and even raunchy sentiments, this should be seen as me enjoying the sound more than the message.
4. I am all wrapped up in my things, so that is why I often don't pay attention to other people's posts.
5. I have found that it is safer to keep to myself, I wish no friction with anyone, however when I receive a comment that doesn't seem to understand the rudiments of decency, I shall do what is in my power to help them see the errors of their ways. This doesn't happen much though, but when it does it sets my mind into action.
ok for commiseration, yeah I meant just casual chit chat, but deeper talking would be possible, but oh I think those days are over.
A bad habit is I use words sometimes without the accurate meaning in mind.
I have no longer been a fully functional human being for a long time, this is all half life stuff I do.
Doing wrong is unavoidable, in the sense of being itself is the way it is, I aim to keep my sinfulness mild and to those with free spirited minds who can transcend notions of sin and guilt a "that never mattered"
And like this, i'd want to explore the thought realm, I will never get closer to the brilliance of those I esteem highly if I just parrot what they said without putting on the thinking gloves myself, and joyously show in great detail the mind that is fucked up.
There's no worries about going crazy, for that is the home I live in, it can be like a party only if you handle it properly, that is the proper for you way, things can get out of hand, and that is when you learn, either right away or after a section of time where it needs to settle in.
There is a kind of anger management going on. Anger can kill the aesthetic or make it more dynamic.
It can be fun for me to wallow in a psychobabble, I never get other chances to get those things out, it is always just an attempt, nothing I say is set in stone as to what I 100% think is the case, nothing is for certain, and to see others being certain, well, good for them, but I have my reservations on those on a case by case basis.
46-50, M
