The overwhelming pro of productive solitude
1. This is so when just your own thoughts without anything added to it that doesn't already naturally come to you are more than you can handle all at once.
2. You then need to spend time, real long form time alone, with what you've deemed the most helpful materials.
3. When there is activity in a social space, a place like SW can be the best sort, for there can still be retained a necessary solitude, while also having an element of being there for others, which can help a troubled mind by seeing oneself as being a part of something good in some way.
4. Actually living alone now gives me the very real chance to settle down with my most valued resources, utilizing also YouTube mainly to supplement it, however there has to be an effective methodology for an approach, too often my approaches are ill thought out and are bound to failure from the start of such hastily planned out efforts.
5. There is always a powerful sense of things just not going the way you'd like it, and this spreads to my own poor attempts at writing in these posts. Nothing positive or encouraging that others have said in the past sticks to my own self awareness, i'm geared towards always thinking I'm doing the worse version of what I could be doing or saying.
6. When you're always putting yourself down like this, it doesn't have to be seen as negative, but more like a prod to get you to exert more energy and effort into what you claim is so important to you. It's important, eh? You say to yourself, well then prove it buster!! And so you keep working at it, like the mind is a muscle and you're at a weight lifting kind of gym to work out, daily, not seeing results for quite some time.
7. Having good resources are the only kind of outside encouragement you need, and so in solitude you alone can perhaps thrive in such a manner as to blossom into a higher degree of potential.
8. And for there to be a love of learning, of not just knowledge, but wisdom itself that a simple and more bare bones kind of influx can manage, what has been proven to be exhilarating for you in the past were re-usable gifts you can access again at any time. Make the most of it, keep having continual instruction and meditation on matters of the most consequence, and after awhile, things in general will be felt to be alive, you'll have a zest for the thinking life, and imo when that becomes the norm, the next thing which I've never really entered, is the ability to express one's own opinions clearly, sharply and with unshakeable conviction.
2. You then need to spend time, real long form time alone, with what you've deemed the most helpful materials.
3. When there is activity in a social space, a place like SW can be the best sort, for there can still be retained a necessary solitude, while also having an element of being there for others, which can help a troubled mind by seeing oneself as being a part of something good in some way.
4. Actually living alone now gives me the very real chance to settle down with my most valued resources, utilizing also YouTube mainly to supplement it, however there has to be an effective methodology for an approach, too often my approaches are ill thought out and are bound to failure from the start of such hastily planned out efforts.
5. There is always a powerful sense of things just not going the way you'd like it, and this spreads to my own poor attempts at writing in these posts. Nothing positive or encouraging that others have said in the past sticks to my own self awareness, i'm geared towards always thinking I'm doing the worse version of what I could be doing or saying.
6. When you're always putting yourself down like this, it doesn't have to be seen as negative, but more like a prod to get you to exert more energy and effort into what you claim is so important to you. It's important, eh? You say to yourself, well then prove it buster!! And so you keep working at it, like the mind is a muscle and you're at a weight lifting kind of gym to work out, daily, not seeing results for quite some time.
7. Having good resources are the only kind of outside encouragement you need, and so in solitude you alone can perhaps thrive in such a manner as to blossom into a higher degree of potential.
8. And for there to be a love of learning, of not just knowledge, but wisdom itself that a simple and more bare bones kind of influx can manage, what has been proven to be exhilarating for you in the past were re-usable gifts you can access again at any time. Make the most of it, keep having continual instruction and meditation on matters of the most consequence, and after awhile, things in general will be felt to be alive, you'll have a zest for the thinking life, and imo when that becomes the norm, the next thing which I've never really entered, is the ability to express one's own opinions clearly, sharply and with unshakeable conviction.
46-50, M
