Safety until exposure
In a sensed realm of safety, as in seclusion, and nobody close, there is to be a continuous building, a building like a tree with roots going down into the earth, where the nutrients of earth give solidity and growth to the visible structure.
Much time is to elapse, weathering storms and sweet sunlight, you sing to the stars at night, but if the stars could hear you, they'd say you should be quiet for a little while longer.
The dirt, the soil are the timely sources, and distant observation of what goes on, without getting involved.
I've a mentality of never getting involved, that is what safety is like, not getting involved, for when you aren't where you ought to be getting involved will make matters worse.
And I am the kind of person that does not want things worse.
I shall therefore be modelling my utterances like John the Baptist, a voice in the wilderness, but differently, for I shall not be known of, there will only be the SW space where I do all these attempts at expression, not intermingling with other people's concerns.
There may be thematic overlap, but it will be clear that I am not trying to interfere with what anyone is going through.
This is like taking a stroll in nature and thinking out loud, everyone here are the forest creatures overhearing what I say and there is to be not a care in the world about what I say.
It's fuelled more by books and personal experience than observance.
When you name your idols, is your idol shamed? Seek not to shame thy idols, and better yet, move on, cease having idols, take a lesson from one of the commandments, have ye no idols, just keep that part, don't pay no mind to all the biblical baggage, it's too much to figure out and square with what is to you what is.
It's incremental how progress and growth is, one may keep thinking ahhh so now there's growth, now it's happening, but you must not be thinking so, that is like going backwards, regressing, keep your eyes forward, even when drawing nourishment from the past.
There is very little however in the future I can work up to, my hopes are simple and not like an incline.
Aspirations -- is to be the kind of person I would look up to were I not I myself.
Much time is to elapse, weathering storms and sweet sunlight, you sing to the stars at night, but if the stars could hear you, they'd say you should be quiet for a little while longer.
The dirt, the soil are the timely sources, and distant observation of what goes on, without getting involved.
I've a mentality of never getting involved, that is what safety is like, not getting involved, for when you aren't where you ought to be getting involved will make matters worse.
And I am the kind of person that does not want things worse.
I shall therefore be modelling my utterances like John the Baptist, a voice in the wilderness, but differently, for I shall not be known of, there will only be the SW space where I do all these attempts at expression, not intermingling with other people's concerns.
There may be thematic overlap, but it will be clear that I am not trying to interfere with what anyone is going through.
This is like taking a stroll in nature and thinking out loud, everyone here are the forest creatures overhearing what I say and there is to be not a care in the world about what I say.
It's fuelled more by books and personal experience than observance.
When you name your idols, is your idol shamed? Seek not to shame thy idols, and better yet, move on, cease having idols, take a lesson from one of the commandments, have ye no idols, just keep that part, don't pay no mind to all the biblical baggage, it's too much to figure out and square with what is to you what is.
It's incremental how progress and growth is, one may keep thinking ahhh so now there's growth, now it's happening, but you must not be thinking so, that is like going backwards, regressing, keep your eyes forward, even when drawing nourishment from the past.
There is very little however in the future I can work up to, my hopes are simple and not like an incline.
Aspirations -- is to be the kind of person I would look up to were I not I myself.
46-50, M