Wow, you sound just like me. I do that same thing and they are such wonderful words that God gives me and they'll come flooding into my heart and mind so fast I can't even keep up to write them down. You have a gift from God and much to say on his behalf. This is truly a wonderful gift to be treasured. I actually have to get up at times at 1:00 or 2:00 in the morning to write down what God has spoken to my heart. I forget a lot of it but I guess what's meant for people to read, finds its way to it's pages. He gives me so many ideas, as I'm sure he does you. They make my mind so happy and raced during the middle of the night that I can't go back to sleep sometimes. There's so much to write and so little time. God bless you and your spiritual journey and life. I'm thinking of keeping a little notepad by my bedside table so I can write down at least the subject and key ideas. It bothers me when they escape me cuz they're so wonderful. Things I could never come up with in my own mind. And that's why they're so powerful for us. I wish you the best in capturing and writing all these thoughts that come flooding in. God bless you.