I am so hurt.

I thought I was transparent, open and honest.

I thought I was kind and caring.

I thought I listened to you and provided you with what you needed from me and maybe even more.

I thought I expressed what I needed.

I thought we were figuring out what that meant together.

I thought, I had your back and you had mine.

I feel like I lessened myself for you. I feel like I allowed you and your people to disrespect me.

I feel like I was fighting to just be me, and maintain what little I could retain.

I didn't deserve that because I'm not a bad person, I haven't been doing anything wrong and I certainly didn't plan to mess things up.

I stuck at it even when I felt at my lowest.

I tried to have compassion for you when you were hurting and taking it out on me.

I'm sorry but I can no longer feel like this or be treated like this.
You have hurt me so deeply, it's going to take a lot to recover from this.

I'm already on my way there, but I won't continue put my needs last just to keep you a d everyone else happy.

I'm important too.