May 19, 2025
9:45pm on May 18 to be exact, this wake period will take me to May 20. Rubbed some Deep Relief cream on dad's back as he related to me a conversation he had with some guy at church who doesn't like his brother, the mean brother that would always insult and put my dad down, who is ill and in a home now, dad is complaining about people complaining about his mean brother .... which he used to do himself. Funny how things turn around.
In less than 7 days, maybe just 2 or 3 wake periods i'll have $$$ again, I have to see if I can take it a little more easy on the books, sure I need all the Rilke I can get, but I also need to read all of them too, and I should consider the approach of getting a little more slowly to align with the pace of reading them.
I don't want to watch any YT videos today, I just want to .... u guessed it read, with YT only for music, the primary purpose of YT for me.
I hope you all have a great week, the key is to have ample time alone where you store up treasures where moth and rust do not destroy to use a Biblical turn of phrase, but I secularize it .... it's times when you have peace and contentment, and you build up your energy resources by calmly doing what you deeply feel you need to do in order to not go full out crazy.
I am so grateful that i'm getting in times like that, ample alone time, with the resources needed. For those with busy lives, one can still find pockets of time throughout the day, supplanting online time with self time may be the way forward to a more contented whole.
In less than 7 days, maybe just 2 or 3 wake periods i'll have $$$ again, I have to see if I can take it a little more easy on the books, sure I need all the Rilke I can get, but I also need to read all of them too, and I should consider the approach of getting a little more slowly to align with the pace of reading them.
I don't want to watch any YT videos today, I just want to .... u guessed it read, with YT only for music, the primary purpose of YT for me.
I hope you all have a great week, the key is to have ample time alone where you store up treasures where moth and rust do not destroy to use a Biblical turn of phrase, but I secularize it .... it's times when you have peace and contentment, and you build up your energy resources by calmly doing what you deeply feel you need to do in order to not go full out crazy.
I am so grateful that i'm getting in times like that, ample alone time, with the resources needed. For those with busy lives, one can still find pockets of time throughout the day, supplanting online time with self time may be the way forward to a more contented whole.
46-50, M
