Reaching closer to an exhaustion point
Oh what a day this has been, i need to debrief, okay??!!
So there is a traction which is also like watery depths.
The literary canon
The esoteric realm
The Christianity thing, featuring as a major chord Reformed Theology, and then the Patristic era, and then Catholicism, and shades of Eastern orthodoxy, with supplementary stuff from Gnosticism, which then ties to the esoteric.
Overlapping with the Patristic era is the ancient Roman stuff, which by default is of the lineage of also the Ancient Greek stuff.
Looming over the Christianity thing is The Bible, and by way of implication then spreads to Scriptures of a variety of other faiths.
Philosophically connected to Christianity is Kierkegaard, who is by way of Jarfffian selection connected with the other 3 key thinkers, which also spread to all of philosophy, well the interesting to me kinds, which are covered by those 4 thinkers as forms of summing up in evocative manners.
In readings places still have to be filled for history and true crime and biography, or those might be the ever shifting desideratum of the interest field unencumbered by fixations.
ALL of the readings are intertwined and enmeshed with the Gummy Music Mix, but the manner in how they fit is like a puzzle, as the mood permits sometimes only sections of the videos are applicable for whatever is being read.
Music i LOVE is for the Literary and shadow couplings, for Beckett the shadow couplet is Aleister Crowley, and Israel Regardie's Golden Dawn book, and by way of themes and topics all the esoteric stuff, which is an umbrella term for all those sorts of things, which can indeed bleed into authentic other religions namely Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, and figures such as Krishnamurti and Ralph Waldo Emerson, who is the standard maker and regal head of the albeit weak movement of New Thought.
In the YT nucleus is:
Music, ie: not just the Gummy Music Mix but everything, and disturbing videos and videos on disturbing topics, disturbing being the prime topic itself. And comedy.
The idea here is to superimpose onto my temporal experience a rebellion and rejection of the environment here, which is wholly through the readings, and videos, if only 2 modes of things are allowed for as simple a construct as possible.
The use of the collection and of films in general is also a factor but is more or less divorced from this fantastical project of dismembering the psyche from the immediate environment.
And due to my exhaustion level i can say with 77% accuracy that i will be missing church, and so they will think i'm not feeling well, and that is for the best, for my individualistic project mustn't throw any warning signs for people i personally know in real life except for the one i live with in sublimated arcane slippages of information he would never be able to decipher.
So there is a traction which is also like watery depths.
The literary canon
The esoteric realm
The Christianity thing, featuring as a major chord Reformed Theology, and then the Patristic era, and then Catholicism, and shades of Eastern orthodoxy, with supplementary stuff from Gnosticism, which then ties to the esoteric.
Overlapping with the Patristic era is the ancient Roman stuff, which by default is of the lineage of also the Ancient Greek stuff.
Looming over the Christianity thing is The Bible, and by way of implication then spreads to Scriptures of a variety of other faiths.
Philosophically connected to Christianity is Kierkegaard, who is by way of Jarfffian selection connected with the other 3 key thinkers, which also spread to all of philosophy, well the interesting to me kinds, which are covered by those 4 thinkers as forms of summing up in evocative manners.
In readings places still have to be filled for history and true crime and biography, or those might be the ever shifting desideratum of the interest field unencumbered by fixations.
ALL of the readings are intertwined and enmeshed with the Gummy Music Mix, but the manner in how they fit is like a puzzle, as the mood permits sometimes only sections of the videos are applicable for whatever is being read.
Music i LOVE is for the Literary and shadow couplings, for Beckett the shadow couplet is Aleister Crowley, and Israel Regardie's Golden Dawn book, and by way of themes and topics all the esoteric stuff, which is an umbrella term for all those sorts of things, which can indeed bleed into authentic other religions namely Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, and figures such as Krishnamurti and Ralph Waldo Emerson, who is the standard maker and regal head of the albeit weak movement of New Thought.
In the YT nucleus is:
Music, ie: not just the Gummy Music Mix but everything, and disturbing videos and videos on disturbing topics, disturbing being the prime topic itself. And comedy.
The idea here is to superimpose onto my temporal experience a rebellion and rejection of the environment here, which is wholly through the readings, and videos, if only 2 modes of things are allowed for as simple a construct as possible.
The use of the collection and of films in general is also a factor but is more or less divorced from this fantastical project of dismembering the psyche from the immediate environment.
And due to my exhaustion level i can say with 77% accuracy that i will be missing church, and so they will think i'm not feeling well, and that is for the best, for my individualistic project mustn't throw any warning signs for people i personally know in real life except for the one i live with in sublimated arcane slippages of information he would never be able to decipher.
