Wtf is wrong with me😎

I OK I was don’t even know my first ever post or whatever but I kind of just need like some reassurance in a way like you know so basically I dated this dude we’re gonna call him Trenton and we literally did it for two days and then he broke up with me (idk why)and tells people I stink and he’s literally not a child so there’s that and I also have my best friend is dating this guy named Gabe and I low key like gabe but yk I can’t date him since he’s with my bsf, but when they break up I can’t be with him bc girl code? I genuinely need a decent relationship, without all these ops istg. I want Trenton in bc I’m touch starved, but he literally made my ed come back so, idec at this point geez.