Thought 16/06/23

That's the interesting thing, in the past 08 9 months I've been looking at housing trying to get housing and I'm living here in Vancouver washington. So I was going around and one lady told me "Hey don't look just here look for other areas"

So I applied a different areas like Spokane, Yakima, Kennewick, Walla Walla & Tacoma yes even Seattle and Bellingham. Well I have gotten a response from Yakima and the reason I was looking at Yakima and other places was there was a church here in Portland I was thinking of returning to attend but I thought how the congregation wasn't really friendly.

However up in Yakima the nearest church that similar to this one or connected is 77 miles away so I'll have to debate whether or not I want to go to that congregation. It was really depressing because I was attending there for like 6 months and then I went and get a suit.

All of a sudden you think I was handing out $100 bills to the congregation people coming up "Oh glad you're here welcome!" I've been coming here for 8 months you jerk how dare you act like that now. Boy that did Frost me and there was another congregant who was rather unpleasant so I quit going she's dead now I'm not going to say good or bad but she's just dead however I'm moving away.

But it kind of shows that God's been guiding it. I mean I recently got told from Vancouver there's an opening but not a subsidized housing and I told them no thanks I've really got what I need already.

Yes, much like the way of [i]hakarai[/i] (no-calculation), in the non-theistic Pure Land Buddhist path.