I don't know

I am done w my current situation going on. I just realised don't trust my friends not my best friend no one i tust no one but last year being on discord and other online app i realised I'm more comfortable with the people i don't know i trust strangers more than who i knew. I was searching apps so i can have some people who listen to me ,share a similar thoughts with me, i wanted to be real in front of them and i even trust or believe they are being real with me