Some days just...

Some days I wish I didnt have to stay, wish I didnt have to put everyone elses needs ahead of my own. If I leave they will be affected, they will hurt, they will question everything, they will never recover. So I stay. I stay even though it hurts, even though I hate it here, even though I am empty and cold inside. Even though I cant ask for comfort from them, I keep trying to be their comfort. I just wish I could just leave, but its not even an option for me, I dont even have that escape