So I made this song last night 🤷
Wrote it, sat down outside, & recorded it on my phone 🤷 pretty simple. I've just been wanting to write stuff lately so why not.
[media=https://youtu.be/FkX4VE5Vawk]
Could've been better but hey I just did it for the outlet 👌 & I'll include the lyrics here too in case it's hard to follow. Just don't steal my shit 😠😅
Spend so many damn nights tryna find myself, maybe I just really needa find some help.
Got my head to the sky but my minds in hell.
You see it never really matters what the signs would tell.
& all this little chatter I don't mind at all,
it's even hard to answer friends tryna call,
Sometimes it's seems like I only climb to fall,
Still on the search for shit I never find at all.
'Cause everytime I reach that shit falls apart,
& Everytime I seek light I'm left in the dark.
See how the f*ck can everybody carry on so strong when I'm still left tryna figure out where to start.
Why's life gotta punish me 'cause I have no dreams? Where the f*ck do you even learn to have those things?
See all my life I've been alone no one pampered me, the only dream I've ever had is for a family.
& Maybe that's why I love so much so strong, I just need someone I could touch, hold on,
& With all this thug shit I've done so much wrong. It ain't like my type to wanna love someone
I just.. don't know what's next. I just know I wished it was you.
But I won't hold my breath...
Someone tell me when this shit changes,
Someone tell me when this life will finally switch paces, & if this life was like a book then let me skip pages, please...
All I'm asking for's a goddamn break.
Just, come & let me out this goddamn cage.
'Cause this pain is a maze that i can't escape. Feel the same every day when these lanes don't change, got my brain in a daze that I can't erase.
So I keep on burnin', keep my mind open so I keep on learning.
I'm just hoping that I don't feel worthless.
Out here every day tryna seek my purpose.
Something told me that this shit aint worth it.. so what the f*ck I try for?
Man I just wanna live my life...
That's the shit I strive for
Maybe that's why I love so much so strong, I just need someone I could touch, hold on,
& With all this thug shit I've done so much wrong, see it ain't like my type to wanna love someone,
I just.. don't know what's next. I just know I wished it was you.
But I won't hold my breath...
Someone tell me when this shit changes,
Someone tell me when this life will finally switch paces, & if this life was like a book then let me skip pages, please... All I'm asking for's a goddamn break.
Just, come & let me out this goddamn cage.
'Cause this pain is a maze that i can't escape. Feel the same every day when these lanes don't change, got my brain in a daze that I can't erase.
My minds foggy & I'm lost in clouds.
Whys this weed the only thing that ever calms me down.
Or I'll turn the music on & get lost in sound,
Remind myself of all the reasons that I'm around.
It ain't easy when you're learning the ropes.
& If you ask me we're all trying to cope.
Ain't shit we could do but just try & hope.
There ain't a goddamn thing that we certainly know.
[media=https://youtu.be/FkX4VE5Vawk]
Could've been better but hey I just did it for the outlet 👌 & I'll include the lyrics here too in case it's hard to follow. Just don't steal my shit 😠😅
Spend so many damn nights tryna find myself, maybe I just really needa find some help.
Got my head to the sky but my minds in hell.
You see it never really matters what the signs would tell.
& all this little chatter I don't mind at all,
it's even hard to answer friends tryna call,
Sometimes it's seems like I only climb to fall,
Still on the search for shit I never find at all.
'Cause everytime I reach that shit falls apart,
& Everytime I seek light I'm left in the dark.
See how the f*ck can everybody carry on so strong when I'm still left tryna figure out where to start.
Why's life gotta punish me 'cause I have no dreams? Where the f*ck do you even learn to have those things?
See all my life I've been alone no one pampered me, the only dream I've ever had is for a family.
& Maybe that's why I love so much so strong, I just need someone I could touch, hold on,
& With all this thug shit I've done so much wrong. It ain't like my type to wanna love someone
I just.. don't know what's next. I just know I wished it was you.
But I won't hold my breath...
Someone tell me when this shit changes,
Someone tell me when this life will finally switch paces, & if this life was like a book then let me skip pages, please...
All I'm asking for's a goddamn break.
Just, come & let me out this goddamn cage.
'Cause this pain is a maze that i can't escape. Feel the same every day when these lanes don't change, got my brain in a daze that I can't erase.
So I keep on burnin', keep my mind open so I keep on learning.
I'm just hoping that I don't feel worthless.
Out here every day tryna seek my purpose.
Something told me that this shit aint worth it.. so what the f*ck I try for?
Man I just wanna live my life...
That's the shit I strive for
Maybe that's why I love so much so strong, I just need someone I could touch, hold on,
& With all this thug shit I've done so much wrong, see it ain't like my type to wanna love someone,
I just.. don't know what's next. I just know I wished it was you.
But I won't hold my breath...
Someone tell me when this shit changes,
Someone tell me when this life will finally switch paces, & if this life was like a book then let me skip pages, please... All I'm asking for's a goddamn break.
Just, come & let me out this goddamn cage.
'Cause this pain is a maze that i can't escape. Feel the same every day when these lanes don't change, got my brain in a daze that I can't erase.
My minds foggy & I'm lost in clouds.
Whys this weed the only thing that ever calms me down.
Or I'll turn the music on & get lost in sound,
Remind myself of all the reasons that I'm around.
It ain't easy when you're learning the ropes.
& If you ask me we're all trying to cope.
Ain't shit we could do but just try & hope.
There ain't a goddamn thing that we certainly know.
