I miss it all so damn much 😔
My nights are full of memories & that makes it a thousand times harder 💔
I know how this goes.. doesn't make it any easier though
I know how this goes.. doesn't make it any easier though
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assemblingaknob · 26-30, F
You need a productivity planner and then to stick to it. I did that when I hit rock bottom, the worst I've ever known. There is no other way than to organize your days and live for those daily challenges like cleaning your room and drawing a drawing a day and watering your plants and waking up at 5 am no matter the fuck what and however cold it is outside of your sheets and it's like a game, you're a sim and you get points for doing things. You cook something, and make cheese and almond milk, and bake your own damn bread. I lived like this for 2 years. The worst time of my life and yet that situation squeezed the best art out of me, I didn't even know i could do the things I did in that time. I lived with no hope for the next day. But I kept living just for those tasks. And somehow it passed. It just.....faded over time, slowly, like a cotton cloth over the needles of a cactus forest. But it passed.
assemblingaknob · 26-30, F
@being Yes. I used to watch a lot of calming korean and japanese vlogs of people my age living a simple life, cooking, drawing, enjoying tea, cleaning, etc. "Clean with me" and "cook with me" videos that I would play and do the same things as them. It makes you feel less alone. We were in danger, and so I googled similar stories from around the world to read, so that I would less alone, the reassurance that it has happened to other people too, and that they lived to tell the tale. And watched youtube videos of people who have had similar accounts with such a danger. And that's how I survived.
Busybee333 · 31-35, F
Incomplet · 22-25
My nights are full of memories & that makes it a thousand times harder 💔
That one line ... 🤗 ❤️
It starts a story a beautiful, but tortured story.
Take me there Chief, take us there.