Late night thoughts.

Dear whoever,
I wonder if you would consider helping me or giving me some advice? So for the past 10 years to be honest I lost myself in many ways but.i know believe I have found my spark again and know what I want / feel i need to do.
I feel the need to teach and help the way i was helped.
Not just youth but also in the health care field of natural medicine. Because I've been looking and there is nothing around here like it that I have found.
Anyway I would love to have your thoughts and possibly advice on all this.
I know it will be a fight to get to and through but I am willing to do it. I just need to figure out how.
Thank you