I have often thoughts that people would end up leaving me or abandoning me.

Or vanishing from my life. Not everyone, I know a couple i can trust, but with most I get somehow close I feel that way and that's what ends up happening. Maybe it's like a premonition.... From the start.

So I wonder why. But on the other hand, it's good that people that don't appreciate me for how I am leave. Better anyway, if it doesn't work out naturally and don't want to be in my life, the door is open 🙃.