small vent.

I feel agitated. The world goes on fine without me. Even if I don’t step ahead… nothing changes. I wake up, go to school, study, have lunch, study, have dinner… It’s just an endless cycle. I don’t know why I’m going to classes. Or why I’m even getting up in the first place. What meaning is there to my grief? Will I feel this way forever? Ugh.. I don’t think there’s even a grip for me to get.

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BindTheHeart

I never knew you felt this way…
V, you have no idea the impact you have on people. The lives of the people around you wouldn’t be the same without you. Think of the interactions you have with others… doesn’t that change your day? Think of the different conversations, and people you meet. Something new happens every day. Even the days where you don’t meet someone new, you still have a new conversation with someone. No day is the same. Which is why every day is so fun!♪ V, you make my days fun. I feel less lonely because of you, I love talking to you!
I know this might be a tough thing to do, but try to take a break from studying, okay? every time we talk you mention how you were studying not long ago. I understand you want good grades, but you shouldn’t let them take over your life. enjoy each day.. have fun! Let’s make every day different!^^