I am sorry everyone for my earlier drama posts. I thought I was in a better place and thought I could handle seeing that

Clearly I was wrong. It was a moment of weakness but I probably should just take a break away. It still hurts and it still makes me feel like shit now every time I am here. Maybe someday I'll be in a better place about it but today isn't that day. I don't want to talk about it that won't help. I just can't see it right now it's hurting me. I need to figure it out on my own