My heart hurts 🥲

I miss so many friends so much weighing on my heart. I understand change is a apart of life I understand change happens constantly. It’s just hard as there was no consistency in my world from day one. My good friend is now moving away that’s the third person who has left no to mention my boss who left that I knew for at least 20 years. My sweet cousin just died. My heart is hurting.I am a mom of teenage boys and their losses are breaking me up in a thousand pieces.