Felt insecure about my skin; shaved off all the hair on my stomach.

And I regret it. It just makes me look like a little kid again, especially considering my weight... You'd think I'd be confident after all this time right? Wrong. Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm even doing to myself. It feels good, but it feels terrible knowing that everyone else hates me for it. All this extra weight feels like more than just a physical burden sometimes.