I Want to Share Random Thoughts
4/18/20 -2:00 AM-
I get frequent and violent thoughts of change.
To me, this is frightening.
I dislike change.
I'm trying to at least get used to things changing.
My anxiety makes it difficult sometimes. It's VERY easy for me to fall into a routine, or at least what i perceive to be one.
It can be as simple as using the same blanket when I watch TV, or as complex as a weekly list of chores.
I fall into a routine, and I stick to it.
I. Don't. Like. Change.
A lot of things are changing in my life lately.
Some changes are good ones- I find those easier to adjust to, but it's still uncomfortable.
Other changes aren't so good (or maybe they are and I just can't see that yet!) and I'm really struggling to adjust to everything at once.
This quarantine especially is throwing me through a loop. I often go on drives to think and clear my head, but I can't do that now!
I feel really stuck at the moment.
I get frequent and violent thoughts of change.
To me, this is frightening.
I dislike change.
I'm trying to at least get used to things changing.
My anxiety makes it difficult sometimes. It's VERY easy for me to fall into a routine, or at least what i perceive to be one.
It can be as simple as using the same blanket when I watch TV, or as complex as a weekly list of chores.
I fall into a routine, and I stick to it.
I. Don't. Like. Change.
A lot of things are changing in my life lately.
Some changes are good ones- I find those easier to adjust to, but it's still uncomfortable.
Other changes aren't so good (or maybe they are and I just can't see that yet!) and I'm really struggling to adjust to everything at once.
This quarantine especially is throwing me through a loop. I often go on drives to think and clear my head, but I can't do that now!
I feel really stuck at the moment.
22-25, T