For what I done, I feel like splitting my wrists open. I'm outside the door of a long red apartment building... and my thoughts rests aside what I want to do when I go into the bathroom alone.
You better take care of yourself or you will get a lot of outside interference at your hearing. The court would quickly address any self harm and you would be taking your own freedom away.
Please think of good things...all the people that love you, how beautiful you are, how smart you are, how much your SO loves you. And last..all of the unforgettable memories you will create in the years to come. I would count my blessings considering all that. 🤗🤗🤗