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I Get Lost In My Thoughts Sometimes

I need your thoughts , opinions and analysis on the below conversation.. is there something between the lines? Is there any clues ? What did you conclude????

Mo, 12:02 AM
I'm sorry I missed you =/

Mo, 12:03 AM
Love you Sof

Lavender, 12:14 AM
It’s ok

Mo, 12:39 AM
Sorry, was buying something

Mo, 12:40 AM
So what are you up to Sof?

Lavender, 12:40 AM
Nothing much

Lavender, 12:41 AM
Listening to music and laying on bed

Mo, 12:42 AM
Mmm... wish I could lay they there with you

Lavender, 12:43 AM
Your at work ?

Mo, 12:45 AM
yes, atm

Mo, 12:46 AM
not much work today though

Lavender, 12:47 AM
Did you know that I waited for you yesterday

Mo, 12:48 AM
I'm sorry, I've run out of sleep medicine and so havnt gotten much rest

Mo, 12:49 AM
thats what I was buying

Lavender, 12:50 AM
Sam

Mo, 12:50 AM
Yes?

Lavender, 12:50 AM
Remember when I called you while your on your break?

Mo, 12:51 AM
youve called a few times when I was on break

Mo, 12:51 AM
you mean when I was driving home from the doctor?

Lavender, 12:51 AM
No

Lavender, 12:52 AM
The last call was when your on your break or something

Lavender, 12:52 AM
Said your going home soon

Mo, 12:52 AM
Yeah, I was driving home

Lavender, 12:52 AM
Remember that?

Lavender, 12:53 AM
Remember what you said to me ?

Mo, 12:53 AM
that I love you?

Mo, 12:54 AM
Im so sorry...please remind me?

Lavender, 12:54 AM
You said your going back home and be online

Lavender, 12:54 AM
I just waited

Mo, 12:55 AM
I was online

Mo, 12:55 AM
we talked

Lavender, 12:55 AM
When?

Lavender, 12:55 AM
We didn’t

Lavender, 12:55 AM
You where online but we never spoke

Lavender, 12:55 AM
I am sorry

Mo, 12:56 AM
I dont remember that... if you were online I would have msged you

Mo, 12:57 AM
I love talking to you

Lavender, 12:57 AM
I know but you didn’t

Lavender, 12:57 AM
Anyway

Lavender, 12:57 AM
Am going to bed

Mo, 12:57 AM
im very sorry Sof

Lavender, 12:57 AM
So good night

Mo, 12:57 AM
Skype has been wierd lately

Mo, 12:58 AM
wait

Mo, 12:58 AM
youre going to sleep now?

Lavender, 12:58 AM
Yes

Mo, 12:58 AM
Sof

Mo, 12:58 AM
I'm so sorry

Lavender, 12:59 AM
It’s okay

Mo, 12:59 AM
this sleep medicine interferes with my memory

Mo, 1:00 AM
I was hoping we could at least talk...are you really tired?

Mo, 1:01 AM
Youre gone...

Mo, 1:01 AM
I'm sorry Sof

Lavender, 1:03 AM
I am tired

Mo, 1:03 AM
please forgive me Sof

Lavender, 1:04 AM
You don’t need to be sorry and you don’t need to ask forgiveness

Mo, 1:04 AM
I need you Sof

Mo, 1:04 AM
I'm so depressed

Lavender, 1:04 AM
You’ll be fine

Mo, 1:05 AM
i hope so...

Mo, 1:05 AM
I DO remember talking to you yesterday

Mo, 1:06 AM
well

Mo, 1:06 AM
Today youre time, I guess

Mo, 1:08 AM
I love you Sof

Lavender, 1:10 AM
3:26 pm your time is when I called

Lavender, 1:11 AM
Spoke for 3 mints and 25 seconds

Lavender, 1:11 AM
That’s 3 : 26 am my time

Lavender, 1:11 AM
And I haven’t slept

Mo, 1:12 AM
yes, I think the call broke up

Lavender, 1:12 AM
No it didn’t..

Lavender, 1:12 AM
Anyway

Lavender, 1:12 AM
Just wanted to let you know I waited

Mo, 1:12 AM
what happened then?

Mo, 1:13 AM
Sof I feel horrible now

Lavender, 1:13 AM
You said your on a break and leaving to go home .. you’ll be online then

Lavender, 1:13 AM
I don’t want you to feel forced into doing anything

Mo, 1:14 AM
I want to talk to you

Lavender, 1:14 AM
It just made me realize things

Mo, 1:14 AM
I love hearing youre voice

Mo, 1:14 AM
like?

Lavender, 1:15 AM
I don’t like getting attached

Lavender, 1:15 AM
It’s not healthy

Lavender, 1:16 AM
And since I waited I just realized maybe what your feeling is different than mine

Mo, 1:16 AM
Sof... I'm already attached... I love you

Mo, 1:16 AM
Please give me another chance...

Lavender, 1:17 AM
Sam it’s not about chances

Mo, 1:17 AM
What do you want me to do Sof?

Mo, 1:17 AM
I cant change the past

Lavender, 1:17 AM
I don’t want you to do anything

Mo, 1:18 AM
...are you going to disappear again?

Mo, 1:18 AM
because

Mo, 1:18 AM
I can't take that...over and over

Lavender, 1:18 AM
Take What ?

Mo, 1:19 AM
think about the good times you and i have had]

Mo, 1:20 AM
I cant take you disappearing

Mo, 1:20 AM
it hurts

Mo, 1:22 AM
You said you loved me too...

Lavender, 1:23 AM
Sam what am trying to say is that I waited for you because you said you’ll be there .. and when I saw you online I haven’t seen a msg from you and that’s not you ... Even if ur not online or away you usually leave something ... but when I saw you there and never wanted to msg you back because I knew you where not waiting .... and who am I to ask you to ? I did hated myself for those mints

Mo, 1:24 AM
Sof, I'm always online

Mo, 1:25 AM
You can always call or msg me

Lavender, 1:25 AM
I didn

Lavender, 1:25 AM
But when I do I never do it again

Mo, 1:25 AM
Why?

Lavender, 1:26 AM
Because if you want to answer those calls or reply back you would

Lavender, 1:26 AM
I won’t bug

Mo, 1:26 AM
Sof if you leave...im going to be shattered

Lavender, 1:26 AM
I won’t clench


Lavender, 1:27 AM
The attachment is already killing me

Lavender, 1:27 AM
But do you know what that means ?

Mo, 1:27 AM
We dont have to be romantic if you dont want to, I just want you as a friend

Mo, 1:27 AM
more if thats what you want

Lavender, 1:28 AM
You tell me what you want

Mo, 1:28 AM
but please dont leave me again

Lavender, 1:28 AM
Am not leaving

Lavender, 1:28 AM
Am asking you

Lavender, 1:28 AM
What do you want

Mo, 1:28 AM
I want to feel close to you

Lavender, 1:29 AM
What does that mean ?

Mo, 1:29 AM
just what it sounds like... I love talking to you

Mo, 1:30 AM
Sof...

Lavender, 1:31 AM
Yes I love you and am getting attached and that can’t not be erased and undone .. but do you feel the same way? Or is it a phase ?

Mo, 1:31 AM
if you dont want to talk to me anymore because I made a mistake...

Mo, 1:31 AM
No

Lavender, 1:31 AM
Sam what was the mistake that you made ?

Mo, 1:31 AM
its not

Mo, 1:32 AM
absoutely not

Mamono, 1:33 AM
"Love" is not a word I take lightly

Lavender, 1:33 AM
That how it felt like to me

Lavender, 1:33 AM
You left me hanging made me question myself

Mo, 1:33 AM
I am sorry, I never meant to make you feel that way

Lavender, 1:34 AM
And am not angry at you or upset

Lavender, 1:34 AM
I am just angry at myself

Mo, 1:34 AM
You should be angry at me

Mo, 1:34 AM
it was my fault

Lavender, 1:34 AM
Am not that person Sam who gets angry and fight

Lavender, 1:34 AM
I question myself for what ever happens

Lavender, 1:35 AM
Am a critical thinker

Lavender, 1:35 AM
Am an analytical person

Mo, 1:35 AM
It was my fault, and I'm so sorry

Mo, 1:35 AM
I know you are

Lavender, 1:36 AM
And when something happens I don’t blame anyone but myself for maybe understanding things wrong

Mo, 1:36 AM
you shouldnt blame yourself for something thats my fault

Lavender, 1:36 AM
I never cried for a long time

Mo, 1:37 AM
Sof...

Lavender, 1:37 AM
But I did few hours ago

Mo, 1:37 AM
its lunch time... im going to step out to my car

Lavender, 1:37 AM
I know we are 12 hours apart

Mo, 1:38 AM
okay

Lavender, 1:38 AM
And I know that I get so attached to a point where I can’t easily let go

Mo, 1:38 AM
You dont have to

Lavender, 1:38 AM
And with attachment comes disappointment

Mo, 1:39 AM
no

Mo, 1:39 AM
not always

Mo, 1:40 AM
with attachment comes two people getting closer

Mo, 1:42 AM
did you get that call?

Lavender, 1:43 AM
Yes

Lavender, 1:43 AM
My vpn was off

Lavender, 1:43 AM
Without it being on. The calls breaks

Mo, 1:44 AM
ohh I see

Mo, 1:45 AM
maybe try calling me?

And the Call end at 3:24am
wackidywack · 26-30
Room66 · 36-40, F
What do you think of that? Does it tells you anything ? @wackidywack
Room66 · 36-40, F
Looooool @LyricalOne

 
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