I'm Writing As The Thoughts Flow

I'm surrounded by so many great people but I just can't help but feel lonely. Maybe, I just live in my head too much, but there is no peace. I feel like I keep running endlessly through my mind. Over and over, but I just can't be happily content. No matter how many smiles I go through or how many laughs that course through my body... All is transient—No, elusive. I should know because POOF... I'm back. Running... Scurrying... Desperately escaping the loneliness that has slowly encroached from the dark to devour a part of me once more... Goodnight, once more.