I Have Bad Thoughts

For goodness sake man !!!
You have a long way to go yet !!
Billions of new/exciting/scary as f/experiences await you !!!!
Summers up !!
Take a trip; see the sights; take some photos; get drunk with strangers; have an adventure !!!!!

I have waited to die once, and then I fed up on it because I am always an impatient person, so I live on

Things WILL be different in the future :) the last 5 years of my life have changed me dramatically! Sometimes in life I think you hit a few walls that make you feel that way, but you figure out a way over them in time :) Good luck to you 🙃

@mic omg I'm sorry I didn't see your reply...life is a bully it beats people anyway, just say "fuck this" twice and so, then stand up practice our way to beat back. Sorry hope you're still alive...

@msmargaux it's not something a friendship could solve, but I appreciate the concern. I'm ok. I'm just complaining and not doing anything about it, as per usual.

While your're waiting to die, don't forget to do lots of fun stuff and live your life. otherwise the wait will be very boring 🤔

@SsmoothieS lol I'm not gonna kill myself. Even if i was brave enough to attempt it I still wouldn't do it.

true. You're both right. I dont get excited for things, and I dont really have life goals or anything. But things could be different in the future. Its just at the moment just feels like im living because I have to.

@SsmoothiesS I can respect that. I just get fed up because you try to do something and then life beats you down and then you're just like "fuck this".

if you need a friend message me.