I Want To Share My Feelings And Thoughts

I feell if I can provide one sevice for the world it would be the example of what not to do ..(I'm not speaking all scenarios ..but on some for sure ) also in regards to feelings ..if my feelings had a life it would be a tornado..a whole bunch of swirling nonsense ..that I'm caught up in the middle of...lost with no way to escape ..just sucking up and mangling anything it touches leaving it only God knows where