I Want To Share My Feelings And Thoughts

Tonight, I sat down on my study table, thinking and feeling again the old wounds that I have fought so hard against with. Old wounds that left behind deep scars that doesn't seem to fade anymore; old wounds that inflicted me emotionally and a few times, physically.

It seems to still hit hard on me and my eyes can't stop crying. I thought I might not be able to fight it again this time but something made me realize.

As I sat down in my table, thinking and crying, I saw one of the Post-it notes that I posted on my table. It said, ' Don't be a coward, suck it up.' It hit me right away, and made myself realize that I already chose the path in becoming a stronger person.

Hence, am just gonna stop being a coward, by not letting myself think negative things about me and not let other people make me feel down and just suck it all up with these realities, truths, aches, wounds and pain. It is better to show the world how strong you can become.