My therapist will NOT give a diagnosis I NEED.
I am 15(ftm) and my therapist is not really good at her job; she doesn’t really do anything and take my words for granted.
I have talked to her for a few months and I’ve expressed to her since the beginning that I think/definitely have a personality disorder, Bpd and/or Bipolar. My “mother” and my angel of a friend have told me they think I have it and in my genes there are confirmed Bipolar.
I also told her that I understand that they don’t really put PDs’ until a person is 18 years old but I’ve experienced these symptoms basically my whole life, I also said that I might not be here when I’m 18(surprised I’m not dead rn), and that I didn’t think I could get better but that I want to and with a diagnosis or two I could get help— she of course didn’t say anything about me believing that I couldn’t get better, she looks at me like I’m a lost case.
Now I’m doing a stupid test of bpd and bipolar; she basically just went with it so she would ‘calm my mind’. It doesn’t matter what I score because she will not put a diagnosis??
Like I don’t want a diagnosis, without being ill my life would be so much better but unfortunately I am so??
What should I do?
I have talked to her for a few months and I’ve expressed to her since the beginning that I think/definitely have a personality disorder, Bpd and/or Bipolar. My “mother” and my angel of a friend have told me they think I have it and in my genes there are confirmed Bipolar.
I also told her that I understand that they don’t really put PDs’ until a person is 18 years old but I’ve experienced these symptoms basically my whole life, I also said that I might not be here when I’m 18(surprised I’m not dead rn), and that I didn’t think I could get better but that I want to and with a diagnosis or two I could get help— she of course didn’t say anything about me believing that I couldn’t get better, she looks at me like I’m a lost case.
Now I’m doing a stupid test of bpd and bipolar; she basically just went with it so she would ‘calm my mind’. It doesn’t matter what I score because she will not put a diagnosis??
Like I don’t want a diagnosis, without being ill my life would be so much better but unfortunately I am so??
What should I do?
16-17, M
