Outside is worse than in you can't change my mind!

I hate the outside world.
It's against introverts everything is made for couples groups everybody all mushed together.
From the bus to the train
To the restruants to the narrow side walks.
To the shitty bathroom stalls and the flooded pavements which people walk all kinds of ways slow diagonal and in no order.

3rd spaces are out the window now.
What remains is overpriced places or the library or somewhere so cheap it attracts all kinds of crazies think about a maccies.

I'm tired of people telling me to "go out" and everytime i do ESPECIALLY when im tryna be low-key i have the worst time.
Going out your house all you doing is stepping into the public (THE ZOO)🙄 or you going into somebody elses house like an establishment a restaurant where you have no control over the environment no control over how you treated meeted and greeted.
There's no promise you will be treated fairly and with todays society everybody has a chip on their shoulder and they deal with you with how they think about you and people like you (racism and discrimination)
And to top it off these fuckers might even give you food poisoning so bad you wish you was dead and you really never know how clean EVERY worker is regardless of food rating.
The noise
The people everywhere
No privacy
Sensory overload 😟

You have no control over nothing.
Like a new born you are just hoping the world is gentle with you.