I’m sorry you feel this way. But leaving isn’t the answer. It seldom is. No matter what you do in life there will always be someone who thinks of you good or bad. People will always have opinions. That’s a fact. But! They don’t matter. The bad thoughts and opinions don’t matter. The only opinion that matters is yours. What ever situation you may be in there is always another way out. It may be tough but it is never impossible. I have been to places in my life where there seemed to be only darkness but somehow I made it through. And so have many others. You may think that you have no one but you do. When you find us we will all keep each other afloat. I wish you wellness and peace. And my prayer are for you tonight.