Self development

Aside from all the drama I'm currently going through on the other hand i am very proud of myself at how I've improved and got better control of my social life, i once used to be a socially awkward, nervous, and naive wreck to the point that i can't even properly use transportation without having the need of someone i trust help assist me and even buy the things i like because i worry i might make a mistake, embarass myself or even worse the more i overthink of a situation just by doing a simple action, like talking to people. And even online i can't even stand the thought of someone judging me even tho i did absolutely nothing wrong or nothing at all. I was always such a timid coward but for the past few months ever since last year i have been pushing myself out of my comfort zone and even past my limits to give myself a challenge, i barely think about people's thoughts about me and now im confident at the thing's i do in public areas, it gives me comfort at the sight of people mindlessly minding their own buisness and basically live their life like how it is, i don't know why but i like it, the very few friends i used to have in those few years have now become a huge circle of em, i am no longer dependable of anyone's assistance and now this time people depend on me, i like how much of a person I've become and I'm proud of it. Sure I'm still abit shy at some point and I'm not even nearly close to a social butterfly since my social buttery runs out low real fast, i know i can become better and be greater then what i am now, but this time I'll be content for the mean time, maybe next time I'll get to approach a shy person and start a convo with them.