I Have Social Anxiety
It is very strange for me. My anxiety is on the severe side, where i don't dare leave my house unless it's important.
But here is the strange part, when i do go outside, i am usually pretty lively.
I hit on strangers i find attractive, i talk with people and do a lot of weird silly stuff that people tend to smile at most of the time.
I have to be careful however. After only an hour or so, i will experience a dramatic burn-out. I will literally go from happy and vibrant to pale and silent like a corpse.
I more or less learned to live with this and just manage this strange mileage i have no being social.
But here is the strange part, when i do go outside, i am usually pretty lively.
I hit on strangers i find attractive, i talk with people and do a lot of weird silly stuff that people tend to smile at most of the time.
I have to be careful however. After only an hour or so, i will experience a dramatic burn-out. I will literally go from happy and vibrant to pale and silent like a corpse.
I more or less learned to live with this and just manage this strange mileage i have no being social.
