Within the four walls of my home I may be confined but it's within my mind that I am imprisoned. It's the people and world outside that I fear so much but they can't do nearly as much damage as that which is in my mind.
@Broken64 I know how it is, how many days/years have you already lost? You've done nothing wrong, tomorrow just go somewhere you want to, and bring a book if you think you'll feel self conscious.
@Lostpoet mid June is when it got this time.. This is the longest it's lasted I have been out maybe a total of 5 times since june I'm afraid this time it's for good
