I Have Social Anxiety

I'm rubbish at this. By that I mean the I'm not so good at logging in regularly and keeping up with things on this site. I feel a bit guilty about leaving behind all the lovely people who have been kind enough to add me as a friend on here and I hope they don't feel that I'm ignoring them :( I enjoy it when I'm here but I have my issues and when I start feeling like it's all becoming too much I withdraw and sometimes I'm not back for months. It's not an entirely conscious decision but I do benefit from the break. I just want to say sorry to my online friends for disappearing.