I used to be really socially anxious, but I think it was around highschool I started to really open up. I get it the feeling of "how will they look at me" or "what will they think". But over time well for me I just let go and said fuck it Im going to die one day if Im going to piss a few people off here and there then watever but Im going to do what I want and live my life how I want and die with a smile. And with that in mind, my social anxiety started to get replaced with this idea that no matter what I do at the end it doesnt matter because we're all going to die at the end of the day xD