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froggtongue · M
I love secluding myself much of the time. But then I feel guilty that I don't do anything which society would deem as worthwhile. Before, that didn't bother me quite so much.
XcookiexbakerX · 31-35, F
@froggtongue it bothers me that I'm doing things that society would deem worthwhile but that I actually don't want to do. I feel like in general for most of my life I've done things I didn't really want to do, it makes me really sad if I think about it too long.
froggtongue · M
@XcookiexbakerX I think we're coming up with the same spot, but we're jumping on different sides of the line here. I feel the dred of never being able to feel worthwhile, and so I don't even attempt. You don't want to seem that way to others, so you always attempt.
XcookiexbakerX · 31-35, F
@froggtongue that's very well said.