I’m just realising that I used to bully people about all the things that I am

I used to pick on boys who were a bit weak, shy, effeminate etc and it’s really hard to admit, but that’s kind of what I am now that I’m older.
I think I only did it to protect myself from other people saying that about me.

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Husher

Maybe you ruminated and became it?

Strongtea · 22-25, M

I’m not sure, I don’t remember being that way, maybe I always was like that or yes, maybe life stuff happened and I became more like that. I like who I am now, but I do wish I could go back in time. @Husher

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Husher

@Strongtea what would you teach about bullying if you had the opportunity?

Strongtea · 22-25, M

I suppose I would talk about my history and how the tables turned on me because of what I did. I used to ridicule people but now I have very few friends. @Husher

Husher

@Strongtea you should try getting over that anxiety. Maybe meds

Strongtea · 22-25, M

Yes, I’ve thought about that as I do dwell on what happened, I did have some therapy so that I could talk about it. @Husher