Idk If I Should Be Concerned For Them Or For Me-
So there's this one kid in my class, and at the beginning of last year we were decent friends. But then suddenly, they started insulting absolutely everybodies opinions, but especially mine. I mentioned I hadn't had the covid vaccine yet, and they started screaming at me because they percieved me as selfish. I hadn't had time to say that I was too young for the vaccine at the time. This went on for ages and y'kbow what I mean by everyone has a breaking point, so one music lesson I kust literally burst into tears infront of everyone. Now some people, bless them, immediately put themselves inbetween me and this guy but I just walked out. Yeah, so the teachers after that made sure we were nowhere near eachother, but we were in all the same sets and classes but luckily he was so scared of the teachers he just about backed off.
This year, however, he decided the teachers have forgotten everything about what happened and started to become friends with everyone in my friend group. Then he started insulting me lightly or makjng fun of my habits infront of everyone. He usually did this to most people but nowhere near as regularly as for me. Once that started, he became really close to my best friend in particular. So when randomly, a few days ago, he sits right next to me and my bestie and says "I'm going to humiliate you and make your life living hell for making all the teachers hate me last year", I immediately look to my best friend for help. She just stares at me amd says " Don't get me involved in your overdramatic cr-p." She usually stands up for people she doesn't even know. Like idk if I can fault her cause she's my best friend and I do love her. Was she wrong or just self preserving cause we've all seen how this kid can be when holding a grudge.
Anyways, he went through a phase of screaming at people about his insecurities last year, so this year he goes ahead and switches to my insecurities. But y'know, all I did was start to cry after being scremed at a whole year ago. But, I feel bad for him, cause he has still managed to come out with some sick and twisted justification for everything he's done to everyone.
Reason I've put it on here is because I literally cannot tell anyone. All of my friends would now take his side over mine and my parents would berate me for even being withing a 2 metre radius of him anyway! A* for understanding am I right! And also, when I think about it, it just feels so stupid and silly in the context that I should be able to defend myself from his stupid comments and remarks by now, but it's just not who I am personally to attack other people like that ig? I just can't insult people to a recognisable degree, because I don't really want to insult people. Idk, any thoughts on what I should do? Can I even call this bullying?
This year, however, he decided the teachers have forgotten everything about what happened and started to become friends with everyone in my friend group. Then he started insulting me lightly or makjng fun of my habits infront of everyone. He usually did this to most people but nowhere near as regularly as for me. Once that started, he became really close to my best friend in particular. So when randomly, a few days ago, he sits right next to me and my bestie and says "I'm going to humiliate you and make your life living hell for making all the teachers hate me last year", I immediately look to my best friend for help. She just stares at me amd says " Don't get me involved in your overdramatic cr-p." She usually stands up for people she doesn't even know. Like idk if I can fault her cause she's my best friend and I do love her. Was she wrong or just self preserving cause we've all seen how this kid can be when holding a grudge.
Anyways, he went through a phase of screaming at people about his insecurities last year, so this year he goes ahead and switches to my insecurities. But y'know, all I did was start to cry after being scremed at a whole year ago. But, I feel bad for him, cause he has still managed to come out with some sick and twisted justification for everything he's done to everyone.
Reason I've put it on here is because I literally cannot tell anyone. All of my friends would now take his side over mine and my parents would berate me for even being withing a 2 metre radius of him anyway! A* for understanding am I right! And also, when I think about it, it just feels so stupid and silly in the context that I should be able to defend myself from his stupid comments and remarks by now, but it's just not who I am personally to attack other people like that ig? I just can't insult people to a recognisable degree, because I don't really want to insult people. Idk, any thoughts on what I should do? Can I even call this bullying?
13-15, F
