I Am Bullied

How It Effected Me :(... Hey. So when I was 5 yrs old that is when i started 2 get bullied and it still goes on into high school. If u saw me u would have never thought i was bullied at all, the happy, bubbly girl that loves to laugh and loves to help out. But when I started preschool, that is when it all started. People started punching me and calling me names ( I lived near an elementry school) and you have to remember I was only 5 so of course I thought it would stop but I got a ruse awakening when I got into first grade. Turns out 2 of the ppl that bullied me were in my class and were sitting at my table. So of course I recognized them but at that time it didn't really effect me so I just went on with my day. Then at lunch the bullies tripped me when i had my lunch in my hand and of course i landed face first into my food and ever since then the bullying has gotten a lot worse over the years. I have basiclly zero self esteem and i am so shy and it has gotten so hard for me to function that i cry all the time and sometimes I don't feel like going to school and i have NO friends. I seriously have NO clue why the people bullied me and I still don't have the courage enough to tell my family. They still bully me every single day and I am hoping that it would stop. and if u are bullied I understand how u feel. PLZ let's just try and stay strong. I believe WE CAN get through this.