It does suck very bad, trust me I understand. I used to let fear grip me, and it made me so afraid to talk to people, I was afraid they wouldn’t like me and think I’m weird. And while that’s mostly the case at this point I’m so used to hearing it, idec. I know who I am and what I have to offer. And I have a lot of love to offer someone, so it doesn’t phase me anymore. I’ll start talking to anybody now, unless my body just doesn’t feel the need. You will eventually figure this out for yourself too ❤️